春光如此地好

氣候如此宜人

大約是一年中最不想上班的季節

這種日子里不帶上好心情簡直是犯罪

在陽光下看書走路吃冰激凌

不用放電子樂也可以蠢蠢欲動

只可惜天黑得太早

很是懷念晚上9點才黃昏的日子

黑夜讓人思考 但思考對於春天難免沈重

最美的日子莫過於坐在任何能夠看見晚霞和夕陽的地方發呆

有人分享也好一人獨享也美

一切都在改變 只希望這樣的一份心情不變

夢中的情節好像經過大衛林奇指導 幾乎掐著自己的脖子醒來

在夢裡有一個怎樣都無法戰勝也無法擺脫的敵人

逞強也好示弱也罷他總是不依不撓做著和我想要的完全對立的事

在身心俱疲到用最後一著哭著向他和解的時候 他卻伸手掐向我脖子

在他伸手的一刻才發現這便是另一個自己

夢用各種象徵手法表現了我的慌恐

平日我多不願意面對我一觸碰便會逃避的慌恐 夢來讓我面對

夢有多不真實

夢有多真實

吃了美味的布朗尼之後

平日里看著好笑帶著萌樣卻一本正經的表達不清的金牛變得伶牙俐齒

從描述身上的各種奇特感覺到自己的人生理論

古希臘城邦里的演講也不過如此

當然人家是不會重複100遍地說哎呀我應該去學藝術的學戲劇的我現在就是藝術家了

平日里就自說自話地水瓶還是自說自話的

腦神經不容易被痲痹的後果就是獨醒

獨醒者不斷地重複 餓麻 要吃竽園麻 要吃草莓麻 要吃豬腳湯麻 要吃冰激凌麻 要吃冰激凌配上草莓麻

而平日無法不勤懇地說話只是為了調節氣氛的天秤終於懶得說任何一句話

用晃著的頭在空中畫出一個一個帶著50年代先鋒氣息的小動物

適時給演講者一個肯定nod 用心感受身邊無與倫比的美麗

我是一个很传统的人

比如，我始终认为一年真正的开始是农历的新年

所以今天对我来说才是新一年的开始

比如我认为年夜饭应该在家里吃

吃什么不重要 重要的是围坐在熟悉的环境里 不用急匆匆地吃完2个小时的饭各自回家

比如我认为春节就应该放放烟花炮竹

不管有多吵 我都满怀欣喜地看着巨大地烟花在窗前炸开

如果仔细看 每年都有新的品种出现

然后在11点55分的时候搭电梯下楼

看我其实胆子很小的爸爸在一片硝烟中點那些炮

然後吸進許多pm2.5

春晚當然還是要和家人一起看

在經歷了多年的不屑一顧之後

最近幾年才明白這一時刻的意義完全與電視里放甚麼無關

今年奶奶燒了一桌菜

我很客觀地進行評價

希望奶奶每年都能繼續燒年夜飯 並且在我的指導下得到長足的進步

Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag. She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.
Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.
Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilight series.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.

紐扣說的對

我就是在虛度人生丫

虛度到2012年了已經

還是走走看看地原地打轉

需要一點勇氣打破僵局的丫

可能不是一點勇氣

是很多勇氣

是好像中國人民當年抗日的勇氣才能主宰自己的人生

我感謝身邊認真對待生活的人們

雖然不說 雖然常常不屑一顧

但其實我都有在認真學習並暗暗佩服的啊

可能現在還沒有辦法一下子改變自己

因為故作瀟灑比認真生活容易多了丫

而且我就是這麼一個夢想不幹家 

一個實足的理想主義者

所有的事情想想就算成了90％了

想不出就悲觀 想了達不到100％的成功率也不願意去做 

內做成的10％和光想沒做的90％於是造就了今天的我

所以光想有甚麼意思啦

想想革命就成功了啊

北京城就建成了啊

無數英烈拋頭顱洒熱血就希望看到後代們能幸福啊能為祖國四化建設做出貢獻啊

我怎麼能辜負他們呢！

現實並非如你所見般美好

天氣好的不像話 在巴黎三年哪裡有過那麼美的十一月

一滴雨都沒下 難得灑在身上兩滴水也是灑水車上的

翡冷翠羅馬

陽光就照在杏樹上 金光燦燦

房子就倒映在像鏡子一樣的河裡

也順順暢暢地走進了上次沒趕上的梵蒂岡博物館

抬頭就能看見米開朗琪羅的創世紀

可是這些都沒能帶給我超過往常的愉悅

還是愉悅已經自己提高了它給我設置的門檻

明天就要回到巴黎

一年多過的很快 有些記憶已經模糊

重拾一下回憶 好的和壞的

就可以回家

繼續追求那不以物喜不以己悲的人生

这样就能成为有故事的人

想到

不去做

这样只能成为羡慕别人的人

有感于今日某段谈话

二锅头黄油蒸蛤蜊

亚麻撒ki威士忌

柏林铝杯铝杯

乱七八糟电影

暴力团呦暴力团